Urg!

Alright. I just finished writing a huge first post, but my computer thought it would be a great idea to freeze as I was posting it. *Sigh* Anyway, I'll just go over the last week or so of my summer now that my huge post is lost -.-Last week we went to Evolve. And Evolve was the only word for it. Me, Shawn and April went in his car and Nicole, Jonny, Vicky, and Milissa went in Russ's car. We left on Thursday, a day early. This was one of the best weekends of my life. I had such a blast and came to know Nicole and Milissa alot more as friends due to it.When we got back from Evolve some of us had a slight taste for some of the more popular drugs that were there with us, E and Acid namely. E was done alot over the last week by alot of my friends, and I think it seriously changed my train of thought.. But I think its for the better, as I am alot more open minded now and have a strange love for nature. Though all of this change I've found that someone has been beside me the whole time and seemingly changing along with me. Its really odd, but in just a little over a week I've come to feel like I've known Nicole for my whole life and I'd trust her with anything. Thats why I don't regret anything that I've done in the last week or so. Its all lead to something thats really new to me and has never happened before. Time is flying by so quick. Laurie's second party felt like a huge leap forward for me too. I skecthed out on E that night and had some pretty intense talks with alot of my old and new friends. Which I hope all of them will remember, becuase alot of what I said that night was stright from the heart, and opening up doesn't come easy to me, for the most part anyway.All in all.. Its been the best summer of my life. The last week and a half changed me in ways I can't explain to anyone. I don't expect most people to understand, and those who I do expect to... Well I'm sure they already do, becuase they went though it with me and were by my side the whole time.School started today, and I have to go back tomorrow becuase they messed my corses up. But thats not all to bad I guess. I feel to fresh and full of emotion to really care about school, or that is, to let school bother me.Thats it for now, check back soon because I hope to keep this updated.