Let the hurt begin..

And so I just got home from walking Nicole down the road.. And saying good bye to her..I can't really find words to describe how I feel right now.. I feel really alone and torn, like I just lost a big part of myself.. But I guess no one will really understand that, or how much she ment to be. Besides her, anyway... Got a nice solid 3 hours of crying in earlyer, so I think I'm going to go lay in my bed and work on that some more before I have to goto school and put up with all the people there and there bullshit..I'm lost...