The future is now?

So, right now I'm wondering what I want to do with my life again, and finding some new things out and such. I just feel so split and torn right now, I'm not really sure about what I want to do.I'm going to finish highschool, I'll be done of that in January. But what about after that? I really want to get another job and move out of my house. Maybe not to anywhere far away, but just out in general.But then theres schooling after highschool. I've been thinking about going in for a trade the last few days. A quick one year program that will allow me to work in a field for my whole life and make some good money. It sounds really tempting. I've been looking around and a few trades have cought my eye. Industrial Instrumentation Technician is one of the trades that I was looking at. But I'm feeling my joy of computers coming back to me as well. So I'm thinking on going in for IT and studying programing, which can't be done here, but it can be done at Annapolis Valley or at Halifax. So as of right now thats what I'm looking forward to in life..Part of me wants to get the fuck outta here, so taking IT in Halifax would be pretty cool.. But I'm not sure I'm ready to leave everything behind, even if its just for a year of school..I guess right now isn't the best time to be thinking about my future, since I'm kinda unstable as of now. I needa find a way back to the light, the safe place, and back on my feet.