When sleeping fails..

Sleeping is one of the things I look forward to most in my day now.. We, besides talking to you, and dreaming that is.But with sleep comes dreaming, and with dreaming comes you. There all linked, and are about the same.. But the stage before sleep is the part of the day I don't look forward too. Laying in my empty bed just longing to hold you makes my eyes tear up. Its one of the hardest parts of my day now, replacing saying bye to you every night while you were still here..The distance is a joke and it feels like we're still together. Thanks to the mindset and feelings we share.This thing is gonna be the end of me, all I do it post post post, but its all I can find that will help me out when I can't talk to you, becuase no one else will really understand.. Well besides you.. And thats all that really matters..